Real conversations at the edge of healing.
In each episode, we explore the real-life process of transformation through psychedelic therapy. Clients, seekers, and fellow travelers share questions, stories, and reflections as we unravel patterns of pain and reconnect to the self beneath. Hosted by Julian Bermudez.
Do you want to be on the show? We publish conversations with people who have previously worked with us along with those who want to share their story and go deeper with their practice. Reach out via the contact form at the bottom of this page to inquire.
Shannon Transforms Her Relationship With Anger.
Shannon speaks about her lifelong path of healing childhood trauma. In this conversation with Julian, she turns toward an area that even years of therapy hadn’t reached — her relationship with anger. As they explore the origins of her suppression and judgment of anger, we witness Shannon discovering new ways to welcome and embrace this emotion.
Avonley Lightstone's Strength of Scars
Avonley Lightstone shares her profound journey of trauma, loss, and resilience, beginning with the tragic loss of her mother in a house fire at a young age. Avonley's story highlights the importance of emotional processing, coping mechanisms, and the journey towards healing and self-discovery. In this conversation, Avonley Lightstone shares her journey through childhood trauma, parental manipulation, and the struggle for self-identity.
Mathieu's Journey of Resilience and Renewal
In this conversation, Mathieu shares his profound journey through memory loss, mental health struggles, and the transformative power of psychedelic therapy. He discusses the challenges he faced after losing his cognitive abilities and how he navigated through complex PTSD, anxiety, and depression. Mathieu emphasizes the importance of self-discovery, emotional healing, and mindfulness practices in overcoming trauma and finding balance in life.
Processing Emotions Heals the Body With Ben
In this conversation, Ben shares his personal journey through anxiety and eating difficulties, detailing the struggles he faced and the emotional connections that influenced his experiences. Ben emphasizes the significance of understanding the emotional roots of physical issues and the transformative power of change.
Episode 1: Relaxing Into Life with Leslie
In this first episode, Leslie shares her powerful healing journey. She speaks about her practice of “relaxing into life”—learning to accept the natural patterns and seasons we all move through, and discovering how to meet them with ease rather than resistance. Her story is one of finding freedom, cultivating joy, and learning to truly look forward to life again.
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